The Dark Night Of My Soul
Let’s make this long story short, and this is just a summary of my life story.
I am a single mother of three who experienced the dark night of my soul in 2015. I lost everything that I had, and God emptied me. No one knew what I was going through, I couldn’t explain it myself, but I knew I was dying inside, but no reason to give up because of my children, who have beautiful dreams.
2015 was the worse year of my life, from having it all to nothing. I have no offers. I have no money in the bank. I am embarrassed to ask my Family and friends for help and tell the world that “hey, I was broke because of all my wrong decisions in life, and that includes the father of my children, who weren’t there to help me at all. These are all on me.
Despite my ego and pride, I have no choice but to ask my Family for help. But, of course, my parents allowed us to stay in their home because the landlord kicked us out of our condo, from one problem to another. The more I try to decide and do something, the more God redirects me even worse.
Finally, with Divine intervention, I woke up with the truth after so many months of being in denial of our situation. I finally was able to listen to God. God wanted me to surrender, so I did.
The minute I talked to God about what I wanted, He suddenly opened the gate of heaven and the Universe for my children and me.
A former producer called and asked me if I was available to attend an event and get paid. So, of course, I did! I came back with enough money to make a down payment for our apartment, pay my bills, and pay the kids’ tuition and allowance for more than a month. Another miracle happened when my partner here in the US sent me a plane ticket to try if there were any changes or progress, and I took the chance despite being away from my children, who were very young then.
Little did I know that I manifested it all because when I was drowning in all these problems, I was holding on to God and hoping that everything would be better soon.
It took me a while to understand why God let me experience the Dark Night of my Soul and why He placed me here in California.
No, it wasn’t magic at all!
I had to fight my tears, loneliness, and longing for my children. So I redirected my attention to working very hard and took all types of jobs that knocked on my door, including cleaning houses, deliveries, organizing, caregiving, and personal assistant jobs. It was hard emotionally, but my focus was to help my children and let them continue their dreams of finishing college.
I stopped playing tug of war with God, and that’s when my life shifted from negative to positive. That’s when everything else opened up for me. That’s when I manifested one thing to another, big and small. That’s when my new life began.
Because I have experienced the Dark Night Of My Soul, I am now living my dream life. Finally, I am living the life that I deserve. I am on this New Earth to experience life and allow the Universe to work for me.
I also use The Dark Night Of My Soul as an inspiration to heal more and be open to serving people by sharing my story and letting them know they are not alone.
I used The Dark Night Of My Soul’s experience to create a program for everyone who wants to heal and recover from the night of their soul.
Without the help of people around me, I will never be able to recover from The Dark Night Of My Soul, and I am grateful to them eternally.
My Family, friends, healers, and coaches who never left me believed in me and my capability to rise and be a hero to people like you. So, likewise, I believe in myself; more than anything, I know that God is powerful enough to turn your world upside down because His plans are better and more significant than yours.
God uses people like our Family, friends, children, healers, and coaches for us to see what we don’t see, and I want to continue to glorify God by serving you as I help myself.
If you see me on your newsfeed offering my services with fee or energy exchange, please know that my intentions are for the highest good because if there’s one person who knows the step-by-step process to heal and recover and get out of darkness, believe that it is me.
